I tracked the word “guilt” in my
reading of Jennifer Egan’s A Visit from
the Good Squad, figuring that in a novel full of compulsive characters, guilt-worthy
actions would feature heavily in the plot. After going more than two hundred
pages without encountering the word however, I was somewhat nervous about my
word selection, and upon finishing the novel, I had only seen it three times.
The first mention of “guilt” occurs
in the chapter “Good-bye, My Love,” in which Ted travels to Naples to search
for his runaway niece. While in Italy, Ted takes full advantage of its art and wishes
that a “slightly different version” (209) of his wife Susan were with him to
see it. This Susan is a “knowing woman with who he could speak without
speaking,” (210), unlike the real Susan. Yet as he wishes for this, Ted
undergoes a “seizure of guilt” (210) knowing that it was he who demolished the
passion in their relationship, fearing it “might have crushed them both” (210).
While visiting an art museum, Ted is especially affected by a relief of
Eurydice saying goodbye to her husband before descending into the underworld,
with an “absence of drama” and recognition that “everything is lost” (214). It
is clear that Ted is comparing the work of art to his marriage, in which Susan
slowly, quietly adapted to the unhappy life he created for her.
Another two pangs of guilt are felt
by Alex, who is employed by Bennie to “parrot,” or enlist people to create artificial
word of mouth for a washed-up performer’s concert. Alex has long resisted the
music industry’s corruption despite being a musician himself, but due to some
restlessness and desire to work with Bennie, he sells out and accepts this job.
To allow others to avoid the “guilt of parrothood” (319) he feels, Alex works
to create a system where none of his team of fifty “parrots” knows that there
are others like them. On page 328, Alex again feels guilty for not telling his
wife about his new position for fear that he will be judged for focusing on
music sales rather than quality.
A similarity I noticed between the two
guilt-feeling characters was that they both began outside the music industry in
a way, Ted through his occupation as an art history professor and Alex as a
musician who claims he has never succumbed to the pressures of the industry. Perhaps
it is this that allows them to focus more on their families and relationships
instead of profiting from the industry, so they feel guilty when things go
awry.
And what accounts for the dearth of
guilt in the novel? Certainly all the characters make regrettable decisions,
but in terms of their reactions to decisions, I believe that the characters
feel “shame,” which involves an embarrassment for the self, more than guilt,
meaning remorse for previous wrongs they have done. For instance, Dolly does
not feel guilty for scalding countless celebrities at her gala, but ashamed of
her event gone wrong and lost reputation. Other than Ted and Alex, all the
characters in the novel have a knack for not dwelling on the damage they have
done to others.
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